A Run

The following was written about the phases of the day and corresponding emotions during a 24-hour endurance run, where a relay team of 8 members covered 131 miles consecutively and through the day and night, to raise money for the American Cancer Society. It was emotional and difficult for everyone, and to this day remains one of the most physically and mentally challenging things I have ever done, in addition to most rewarding. I wrote about the details of the run here, and this is the website for this year's event. Please consider donating to the C2C Run. Your money goes directly to local cancer patients who cannot afford to drive to their own cancer treatment. I wrote this very shortly after the event, inspired by my teammates and friends and fellow volunteers. This run was an honor!

A Run

Dusk

city limits

no peace

headlights kill the calming clatter

of the rain

Dark

Ohio backroads

twist and turn and tumble

leading me on

I blindly trot along

as the cornstalks whisper my name

the darkness is tempting

I could be invisible

my hair

cornsilk

my face open like a sunflower

legs

strong

stubborn

as roots of the oak tree

yes, I could return to the earth

but I blindly trot along

until day breaks

and I am safe in the sun’s arms

Dawn

I feel my insignificance

even the particles in the air present themselves

for the sunrise

clouds, jealous of the rising star,

try to hide its beauty

but the sun fights

the tension is burgundy

Day

have you ever the pleasure

of running with the river?

cheery waters watch

trees dance

the leaves applaud me

and the wind sends kisses

a mossy path welcomes my footfalls

kinder than the pavement of the backroads

the sun smiles in rays

waving across the water

praising me for believing in her

even when she was gone

Pep Talk for the "Non-Runner"

People ask me about running a lot. Probably because that's a lot of what I talk about! I've run 6 half marathons, 1 full marathon, countless 5Ks, and other random-distance races since 2010. Between training, eating (constantly), preventing or treating injury, and the races themselves, I have a lot to talk about! I could chatter for days about running-related crap that other people care nothing about. On the other side of that spectrum, when people come to me for advice about running, many curious people ask me how I do it. They say, "I wish I could do that." "You ran 10 miles? That's insane! I could never do that." "Running sucks, how do you do it?" I would like to address all these aspirations and doubts. :)

I didn't wake up one day and Forrest Gump-style run for miles!! I started very small. I would also like to include that since I am young a lot of people assume I ran in high school or college. Nooooo. I had a short-lived track career before I gave it up for the arts. The only running I did was from band to theater! So I am saying that I, like many who consult me for advice, did not have a running background. I started from scratch! I did run a bit in high school outside of organized sports. To my mother's dismay, I would run on our country road. The stretch of road I chose was only less than a mile, and I would run one side and walk the other. Until one day I could run both sides without stopping! I eventually built up from running/walking less than a mile to running a full two miles, then three miles! After a few 5Ks and a little encouragement from friends, I registered for my first half marathon (13.1 miles). I remember the first time I ran 6 miles in training. I crawled to my dorm room. Yes. I am very dramatic. Crawled, whining about how dehydrated I was. A few years and many races later, I call six miles a "short" distance.

"I wish I could do that." YOU CAN! If you were blessed with the ability to walk, you can certainly at least try to run. Start small. Set a goal. Choose a local 5K and challenge yourself to at least finish it. Forget about a finish time. Another great thing about races- almost all of them have a wheelchair division, and those athletes are the most inspiring ones there! I've said it once, and I'll say it again. I can barely run up a hill. I know I could not wheel myself up one! People who participate in races have all kinds of abilities, but they have one thing in common. They are all determined beasts!

"You ran 10 miles? That's insane! I could never do that!" Refer to "I wish I could do that." pep talk. :) Also, never say never! I would like to add that I am often in higher mileage because I run long distance, which is my distance of choice. This is not everyone's choice, and it does not need to be. Some people are sprinters. Some people love a good short-distance race, and therefore keep their mileage at 5 miles max. Some people do ultra-marathons. (An ultramarathon is any race longer than 26.2 miles) Choose the distance that works for you! Just because you don't run marathons doesn't mean you're not a "real runner." If you run, you are a runner! 5K Queen or Marathon Machine. You are a runner.

"Running sucks, how do you do it?" Same answer as before: It's all about the build-up! Plus running does kind of suck. Especially if you're just starting to train. Your lungs and heart are working hard for you and your body is using its energy stores. That doesn't sound glamorous, so don't expect it to feel glamorous. No matter how many times I've trained, the first mile of my workout almost always "sucks." Remember that every runner has bad days when they bounce out of a run or their legs feel like lead. You have to push past those moments to get to the good ones; the easy mile; the finish line.

Running is a mental sport. If you talk down to yourself, you're not going to do well. You need to train your mind as well as your body. I assure you- You are more than capable of reaching the finish line. You are SO worth it. Your body and mind will thank you!